Wednesday, March 29, 2006
I am worth $1,641,030 on HumanForSale.com
i got this frm aud's blog. try this its so fun. n theres is even a breakdown of y r u worth this amt. hehe!!
http://humanforsale.com/f.aspim startin to feel that theres 2 personalities in every1 n maybe the usual side of u is ur normal self. n the undiscovered side of u would be Psychotic.
normal as i seem to be. n im fully able to control the usual side of me. bt im have doubt regarding the other side of me. i felt that i couldn control myself whenever i fall into the "evil face". im so scared. i always tel myself to control myself even before things happen n everything seems so predictable but when situation comes, things gt out of hand. i could not control myself, no matter how many
millions time i tel myself
"mind over heart".im gettin violent. it gets worse with each passing day.
i need some1 to drag me out of it! im have enough and i dunno how long more i can stand meself to being like this.
trust me i never discovered that i have such a personalities til recently. its scary out human turn out to be.
anyway this entry its written when im fully normal. :) n im referring to the case of my tution lesson. cos my cousin(my tution kid) always make me angry n im gettin hands on(violent). so im feeling a little worried wat comes over me. its nt me to be violent.
think i need to be more "relax" w my cousin.
take care. many nights of night activities. im so sleepy now. :)
loving it;;